Have you every felt lonely ...but you didn't know why? That no matter whose eyes you looked into...or whose voice you heard... could cure the feeling you had? I feel this...but I don't not like it It just is And that is how I feel right now....I just am.... I am so small So pathetic in so many ways...in good ways... ways that allow people to take their eyes off of me and put them onto my Lord I don't want to be an "example"...I don't want to be a "leader"... this is not what God has asked of me... this is what men have "required" of me! What does God require? Love Him and love others... ...what is the result of that love and that seeking of His presence? Example. Leadership. These things are results...they are not goals! He is my goal now...He is the object of my affections... ...and I don't care if I am lonely... | 
